{"id":186,"date":"2006-01-11T00:05:00","date_gmt":"2006-01-11T00:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/knitupload.wordpress.com\/2006\/01\/11\/rut-of-complexity\/"},"modified":"2006-01-11T00:05:00","modified_gmt":"2006-01-11T00:05:00","slug":"rut-of-complexity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/?p=186","title":{"rendered":"Rut of complexity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In an effort to avoid finishing my mother&#8217;s afghan, I seem to have come down with startitis.  I cast on a lace shawl back before New Year&#8217;s, I started a scarf with the Manos I got in Mendocino, and I started the baby blanket for a friend who is due in May.  *sigh*<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s really sad is I feel slightly uninspired by all of them.  I think I&#8217;ve fallen into a rut I&#8217;ve been in before&#8230; all the projects I want to do have a certain level of complexity to them (Dublin Bay socks have some lace, baby blanket has some lace, scarf has a pattern I have to pay attention to, even my mother&#8217;s afghan requires attention).  I have nothing going that is mindless&#8230; I think I&#8217;m beginning to understand that this is necessary for me.  I can have five things on the needles, and as long as one of them is simpler than all the others, I&#8217;m fine.  Once all the projects equal each other in concentration effort I feel blas\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>It certainly doesn&#8217;t help that I&#8217;ve felt overwhelmed in general of late.  You know things have built up mentally when you find yourself bursting into tears because the treadmill in the complex&#8217;s fitness room is broken.  Perhaps it&#8217;s time for a personal day&#8230; sadly, I can&#8217;t take the time off work, and Saturday I have an engagement I want to go to&#8230; but Sunday, Sunday it is highly likely I might be found in my PJs hiding in my bedroom under the covers&#8230; there may be hot beverages and silly movies involved as well.  That does sound nice&#8230; now, to make it to Sunday. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In an effort to avoid finishing my mother&#8217;s afghan, I seem to have come down with startitis. I cast on a lace shawl back before New Year&#8217;s, I started a scarf with the Manos I got in Mendocino, and I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/?p=186\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=186"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zardra.dimmet.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}